Inner working of my mind

My thoughts on life...coming to you live from Las Vegas!

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Not much tonight

I don't have much to say again, but hey, I figured I'd update.

I woke up at 5am this morning out of a deep sleep with a blinding headache. That's always a good way to start the day. I thought if I slept the extra hour that I could, it would go away. Nope, didn't happen. It was worse when I woke up. When I woke up the first time I figured I'd wait to take my stuff since it has caffeine in it and I didn't want to wake up at all. Not at 5am. It was only on one side of my head, so I laid on that side to see if that would help too. Nope. When I finally did wake up, it was really bad. I contemplated calling in sick, but I knew that I want to save those days til this summer. And I knew that they wouldn't be able to find my lessons, and that the lessons for today wouldn't be useful since I think there was only one for today that was going to be used on account of the behavior yesterday. I showered, got dressed, and laid down on my futon til I had to leave. I got up before I needed to, because I thought I was going to charf right there on the futon. Not a good feeling to head to teach for a full day. Oh well, I have to put up with it. It did eventually go away (not until the end of the day).

I heard a good song on the oldies station on my way home today. It was right as I was leaving the parking lot, and I thought to myself, "I have to get the lyrics to this song." I'd never heard it before, and I loved it. Of course, I didn't remember about it until now, and I can't think of what the song was now. I know some of the words in the song, but nothing that will help me out.

I didn't do a thing tonight. I feel like crap for not doing anything. I should have my lessons for next week all written up, but I don't. I'm a crappy teacher. Whatever. The kids have worn me down like none other, and I don't really want to plan anything for them. I did talk to Patty though. That was good times. I got to vent at her about the things that have been on my mind all week. It's kind of weird, the things that have been on my mind, honestly started right after I hung up with her the last time I talked to her. Weird...It was good to vent to her. I've vented to everyone else, but it's Patty. I can REALLY vent to her. She's handled it for years, and knows how to handle me when I'm in that type of mood. I feel much better now that I've spazzed and vented to her. I always do. I felt like I was in college again...it was pretty much what I spazzed about with her then. Kinda like when I shot out a spaz email to Harr this week. I miss being able to walk around and talk to her as often as we did while we were home together. Oh well, that's what the end of April's for! We'll be heading downtown and walking around. Hell yeah.

Contemplating going to bed early tonight.

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home