Inner working of my mind

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Not motivated

That's what I've had all week. I'm hoping this week will be better, and I will be motivated to get work done.

Friday night I didn't feel like doing lessons. I didn't get any work done. I laid on the futon after work, and just vegged. I did stop at the liquor store on the way home. I called my sister, and she told me that I shouldn't go, but I talked to Patty and she told me to go. I was laying on the futon when Dan called, and I half paid attention to him. Mom called, and I exploded at her. I had told her to not talk about my students because that's why I had a headache everyday this week, and why I didn't want to go back on Monday. 5 minutes later, she's still talking about my students. I told her (whilst raising my voice) that I didn't want to talk about this stuff, it was stressing me out. It was just a bad night/week.

Saturday I woke up still feeling like crap. I decided I needed to get out of my funk. It was really cold, and I decided that it was cold enough to wear my only wool sweater I have out here. It's my comfiest one I own, and it did make me feel better. I put it on, and I tried doing something with my hair (something new, but it didn't work), but I still felt good. I did my laundry, and called my godmother to see how things were. We talked on the phone for a good hour and a half. I sat down and did all of my lessons. Got them done, and went out grocery shopping. Came home, ate dinner, and sat down to my Chick Flick Night. I ended up watching Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. I've loved this movie since I went to see it with my sister on opening day this past summer. I did have a problem with the fact that it didn't stick with the book with a few storylines. That's what I get for finishing the book two nights before I went to see the movie. Oh well, I've come to terms. I felt like Dan after I was done with the movie...I watched all of the special features, minus the theatrical trailer. I now want to read all of the books again...and I also can't wait for the fourth one to come out!

Today I woke up and was stressing about this week. I have an observation on Tuesday, and I always get worked up with observations. I decided that I needed to go shopping. I need nice brown shoes. My Skechers are working, but when I wear my dark brown pants those just don't work. I went out to Payless first, since it's only 5 minutes from my apartment. Nothing there that caught my eye. As I was coming out of the store, I noticed that there was something coming down from the sky. It was snow! It was 53, but still snowing! I was so excited. There were only a few snowflakes, but still, it was snowing! I ended up at Bed Bath and Beyond to just look around. I found a few throw pillows on clearance that work well with my futon cover. I came home, made lunch, and started crafting. I started a project last week, and I'm finishing it up this week. Then it's onto a bigger project that will take awhile. Tonight I just watched West Wing (that can't be all that they're going to do with Josh and Donna!) and Family Guy as I was crafting. It was a good night...

I can't wait til Adrienne comes out! It'll be a nice break for me. It'll make my break come faster and then my time to see people to be here faster too. It'll be a well deserved break for the two of us. I'm already trying to plan things to do. I'm thinking the Strip the first night. I can pick her up from the airport after school, and we can either go right to the Strip, or come back and change and such. I dunno, I'm just really excited! I can't wait to see someone from home!! :):)

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